I feel pretty miserable today. Last night I felt okay, mostly because of the shock of it all and I focused on the fact that I was brave enough to let go and that there was nothing I could do to change his feelings. Nothing to be done, so why be sad? Well, today I feel like crap.
This is better, though, than how I dealt with Jonathan. In order to avoid this feeling, I played along like everything was fine, and three years later, he still didn’t love me, and I was hurt even more. Yes, this is better, but it still sucks.
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