Only have five minutes before library puter boots me. Yes, it's been three months since Mike died. Yes, it seems like longer - it feels like a lifetime. Yes, I miss him terribly and think of him most minutes out of the day. I have stopped the relentless sobbing at night, at least most nights.
Working two jobs now. Got a part time gig doing bookkeeping. Going up to Hammond this weekend for Father's Day. Got my gifts and everything. Man am I on the ball or what?
Getting up to last century - bought a DVD player the other day. Then found out my TV only has the cable hookup so had to buy a modulator, etc. but did it last night and hooked it up all by myself. Yay me. I can listen to CDs on it and look at my photo CDs on there, too. Yeah, you probably already knew that, but you've probably had a DVD player for ten years, unlike my broke ass self who has been living a life of poverty (albeit with a life of service) up until well, still, really. But less service. Funny how becoming more materialistic seems to make me feel better... Damn, am I going straight to hell now or what? I don't think a DVD player is THAT materialistic, but still, its kind of disconcerting to realize that a piece of machinery made me feel better, at least for a little while.
Pasted in from myspace blog on 3/23/14
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